yabedabeduuuuuuuu!!!!!!

mcm mne ehhh aq nk gambarkan prasaan aq???

ape aq gembire sb da abeh examm?????or aq sedihh sb aq x gune kan ksempatan yg ade tok aq buat yg terbaik dlm exam.....atau mungkin aq x tenang sb aq taw aq akan kcewe bile dpt result????

n knpew aq rase marah ,benci,bengang pada sekeliling aq.....aq ase nk sound je mereka2 yg sedng bermain cinta....mybe sb aq dipermainkan sampai aq da bncii dengar pkataan2 tu semua....

yeaahhh....sememangnyee.....aq x arap ade sum1 kt cc aq.....sb semua 2 akan wat aq lg mnderite...bkn sb dunia....tp dgn dri aq sndiri......aq pening pk kan mse dpan aq....

ape yg aq akan jd nt....ape aq dpt lanjutkan plajaran?or dpt kerje yg bgus???atau mungkin aq akan jd salah seorang dr mreka yg leka dgn keseronokan......

bnyak impian yg aq nk laksanakan.....aq x nk sume impian aq tu hancur mcm 2 aje....

at least aq akan kagum ngan diri aq bile impian n hajat aq tu tercapai....

i'm serius....rite now...i feel like.... wanna be alone....go sumwhere that can make me calm....

but i can't...of coz my dad nver let me...i tension,stress with myself....

who can i share this feeling...just only u MY HEART BFF......

kecewe

yuupppp.....mmmgg jiwe aq nga kacau skunkk neehhh......mood examm x de...aty jwb exam x de....

nmpk sngat laaa exam kantoiii...abehh 2 nk wat ape ag....

aduuhhh...apahal laa...complicated sngat haaa.....

aq ase mcm da x de mse dpan daa aq nehhh.....

ntahhh ape laaa aq nk jd nt....asall laaa haaa...ape yg mgganggu ketenteraman aq ne haa...

sume yang aq wat x kne.....

papew pownn skunk aq apyy...cozzz sdare aq sume ade ngan aq skunk....

epull skunk at umah...atleast dye leyhh jd kwn a.k.a adik aq at umahh...

smentare tggu akak n adik aq n 2 lg akak sdare aq dtg jumaat nehh...huhuhuhu....

e2 yg ,mmbuat aty kcil aq gmbire...tp disebalik prasaan nehhh gakk aq ase sedeyhhh ..sunyii....

aq bngang bile dyeowgg bejiwang ngan pkwe n mkwe dyeowgg.....

ntah prasaan cemburu ape ntahh...aq mcm nk ade prasaan yg same.....tapiii...disebabkan aty aq berkali terluke...aq ase mcm benci ngan sume prasaan 2......mmg aq benciii...n aq x nk ade sorang pown kwn 2 yg lelaki ckp pasal syg2,or prasaaan at aq....sb aq akan jauhkan dri aq dr owg tuh....

pagi2 nehh aq w.came ngan una...junior aq...hahaah...geli aty aq ngan gelagat dye....

comelll gak dye senyummm lam w.cme....ape pownn aq gmbre dye share sume ngan aq.....

thankkkzzz unaa!!!

hmmm....graduasi da lpas.....soo x smpai ag 2 mggu jew aq nk jwb stpm test.....aaa...gler ler....

cmne nehh...lehh x aq nk undurkn mse blik....hmmm taaakootttt.....

yg kes kt umah laak....2 diiaaaa....si dia da jme diary aq daaa....abh dye ngamok 1umah...awat laaa dye pii bce luahan kmarahan aq kt dya 2....paaaaraaahhh....da ngadu daa...mampuihh laaa cek....

hsshhh smkin tnsyen aq....COBAAN!!!atoiyyyyy

hmmm....aq bwu bnti dr pakson.....induw laaa laakk ngan dak2 pakson yg aq slalu maarah 2...

spe soh kaco kaiin aq...penat aq lipat....taw....

hmmm da lm x on9 nehh..jaarrang laaa aq dpt berblog,berfcbook...

x pe r...da kol5 da neh...nk tidoq laaa....daaaa

waaahhhhh!!!!!

salamm...

hmm da lame x bkak blog....bz3...ngan trial ngan kjew ag...hmmm bdan penat...

mindaa pown penat gak...tapi nk wat cne eennnn....skunk aq ase free sngat....tenang gakk ase aty nehh....mybe belom smpai mse kn aq tok aq ade spe2...n aq ase x bminat lgsung nk ade spe2....better like this jerr....skunk trial....lg bpew ary bwu abeh....then lg 2 month pekse btol...wahhh...ready kew x nehhh...cuaknyerrr....TENSYEENN...YOPPP...tp aq akn try yg terbaik tok diri aq...ermm skunk aq diceriakan ngan kdatgan sedre2 aq...ary 2 adik sdare aq dtg...wlopon kejap dpt gak lepas induw at dye...ary nehhh plak akak sedre aq dtg...dok cminggu...huhu...ade gak kwn....nt next week mama ngan moknik plak dtg ngan akak cb nk tgk akak sdre aq konvo...aq pon nk ikowwtt nengokk...kalo free....tp aq cedeyhh adik kt klantan...akak pown alek klantan....abang plak da g sabahh....hmmmmm....nk dyeowg!!!:'(

k laaa nt aq cmbung cte sal life aq ag..betri low plak....

salaammmm....

x laraaaaaaaaaaaattttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

x larat yoppp...aduhh....pening,selseme,sume laaaa....aduuhh lg 4 ary jew nk tryer....n lg 4 ary laaa aq mule kjer...hmm...aq nk bce bku...tp asal laaa tgn neh x nk lgsung nk sentuh buku nehhh.....pleezzz laaa....aduhaii....rye neh mc x bwe pape mkne kt aq....x best...aq da mkin lupekan dye...soo e2 perkembangan yg baik kn...tp smlm aq g tgk profil dye...ten aq nmpkk dye komen mba ex dye...dye ckp dye induw kt ex dye 2 sngat2....dye da taw aq ley usha wall dye ...asal skit pown dye x leyh jge prasaan aq...tp never mine...aq da remove n blog dye skali...mybe 2 yg terbaikkan....aq blom pdam la gamba dye lam fb...maleh nk g at photo...cb tenet lemb laaa....nt2 la pdm....da laa cmlm ary aye...psl dye ...mood aq ilang....hmm ikot ko laa...life ko kn....smoge ko apy laa kn....bersme ngan pilihan ko...

aq da x nk pk pape psl ko,psl kapel..or pape pas neh...sb sume kte2 LELAKI x leyh pkai ...taw buat ayat....KOSONG jer....da laaa...aq da x kesah pape daa....

ooooohhhhhh noooooooo!!!!!!!!!

       Aarrrrgggghhhhh.....next week da rye....waaa...x mood rye...asal nehh....hmm....lepas aye jer...6 tu da naik tryer...ntah papew ntah....semangat aq da ilanggggg......huhuuhuhuh.....da la nk tryer,...pastu skit aty ag....hmm...MEMANG TAK LA KAN...!!!! 
ancoor laa tryer aq...raye kemane...buku kemane....latihan kemane....kerja plak....adduuuhhh.....ape pown cpt2 la blik semangat...jgn ilang lme sngat...aq taw la ko kne kejutan letrik ary 2....emosi skali ennn....seb baek laa...kwn2 aq ade...lo x...perrhhhhh....aq pown x taw ape jd.....
mm...pening pening pening........telan ubat kank lg masalah.....sabo je laaaa.......dugaan betooolllll........

rainnzzz.....make my heart calm.....

yeepp.....just rain can hide all my sadness from those people.....all this words mostly prefer all what 

i'm feels rite now...there's no one i can share my sadness ...accept my only god...Allah s.w.t....

oh my god...i can stand with this...i'm not strong enough 2 forget all about him ...all what he did 2 me...it's hurt..can't u feel it...!!maybe it's just a game for u...but y me??did i hurting u so much??

don't u get that i miss u??but never mine...u choose this way rite ...i can accept we not belongs together,n i accept u as my friend coz i dun wanna loose u...but for now...i'm sorry...coz i still can't forgive u...

hopefully..u will happy with all ur decision and ur future choice...and plez...

forgive me and be a responsible person in ur life....k.... :'(